Who said life is easy? ummm pretty sure NO ONE!
I am going through some pretty tough times right now, as a single mom of 4, I must say.
It’s not that I can’t handle it, but my mindset is a bit off these days.
I struggle more with patience than I have ever in the past.
I struggle with understanding why my kids don’t listen or obey when I truly need them to.
I struggle with being able to focus on the task at hand. Instead, I’m seeing this HUUUUGE mountain in front of me, and I collapse, thinking this is impossible. I am not able to achieve everything right this second.. but, I feel the need to be able to do so, and successfully!!
Why do I set myself up for such failure here?
Kids are kids… they cannot be expected to know what I’m thinking, why I am thinking the way I’m thinking, have the same priorities as me, and be as mature and handle all of the daily tasks with such positive attitudes.
I have super high expectations, and the letdown of it all, when it doesn’t play out the way it should, I freak out.
I lose my cool.. big time.
Trying to do better each day, but I feel like I’m getting more overwhelmed.
I need reset…
a mind reset…
Last week, no one got in trouble. THIS WEEK, everyone is getting in trouble.
I knew last week was too good to be something that would last.
Cheers to Wednesday!!!! š haha
hoping for a better tomorrow.